Surah Az-Zumar — Ayah 59 (39:59)
بَلَىٰ قَدۡ جَآءَتۡكَ ءَايَٰتِي فَكَذَّبۡتَ بِهَا وَٱسۡتَكۡبَرۡتَ وَكُنتَ مِنَ ٱلۡكَٰفِرِينَ ٥٩
English translation (Saheeh International)
But yes, there had come to you My verses, but you denied them and were arrogant, and you were among the disbelievers.
Brief commentary
The reality is different to what you are now asserting by wishing for guidance. My signs came to you and you denied them, being arrogant. You were of those who rejected, disbelieving in Allah, His signs and His messengers.